WHY AM I SO FFFFFFING NARCISSISTIC
ignoring roommates to live in my head
is obligatory to write
but feels evil
and they dont see the visions in my head
they see me eating trail mix
and drinking tea
and blogging
and failing over and over to be pleased with what i write
WISH FFFFFFING REALITY WOULD SHUT THE FFFFFFFFFFFFFFWAQRFTWERFAWERF OFF
LEAVE ME ALONE TO SCREAM AT THE WALLS
TO CRY IN THE CORNERS
TEAR AT THE CARPET
PRETEND TO BE DEAD